Wednesday, July 29, 2009

satisfaction i feel today...so good...

im blogging again late at nite...feel so happy n a bit satisfied bout wat i have done today...i condust the very first training session for the juniors...this is the first time i facing all the juniors in teaching them the first step to start addicted in fencing...quite satisfied coz i can see them really pay hard attention in learning(though only taught them on guard--the way v stand when v fence,marche--moving forward and rompe--moving backward)...i can see some of them really have potential in fencing...trough the way they stand n marche n rompe...also all the senior's hard work in teaching them...n the funniest thing is yumin told me tat most of them suitable to play epee...which is the weapon tat i play...n she told me mostly is because of me...becoz i demonstrate i "epee style" to them so they start follow me...haha...its really a funny thing...isn't it???
around 20 of them turn up to training today...n i hope all of them will still continue to join our big family till the end of the sem...though i noe most of them will start to skip n then "dissapear" in time after some days...but i stil hope tat they will continue n slowly discover the joy in fencing...tat's wat i hope to see...

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

im alright after all...

today i need to conduct a briefing about fencing to all the juniors tat are joining us...the briefing will start on 8.30 in dk N...so v be there earlier to set up things...but so unfortunately...because of some technical problem...v couldn't use dk N for the briefing...n they chase us out without given us any chance to explain...v already give out fliers say tat the briefing will be held today in dk n...v cant do nothing n i was so blank tat i cant even think of any alternatives...i try to call our advisor but he couldn't answer our call...then finally v made a decision to move to tennis platform where v having training each day to carry on the briefing...at tat time i feel like y i couldn't make a decision on tat tough time...though am trying to be as good as i could...but this show me tat i am nothing after all...everyone is waiting for my decision but wat i do is just start panic...i really don wish to be like tat... luckily the briefing still can carry on successfully...
though it is done successfully...the stress i feel in my mind has really give a hard time...n gosh...at the end of the briefing when v packing up things n prepare to go back...i cry...tears from my eyes...n this is really not i wish to...its kinda embarassing i think...haha...crying in front of my frens(though its not the first time)...but i just can't help it...i am not angry at anyone...its just i'm mad with myself...i should do all those things better...my mental should be strong tat time....i just need some time to relax my mind...but im alright...n i would like to appologize to frens for making u all so shock at tat moment...wondering wat happen...n im so thankful for my dear roommate n my dear neighbour for understanding me so much...n can feel tat im not in a good condition today...i dunno how to describe the feelings...but just to say really thank u ah nek n bing bing...really happy to have u there for supporting me...
back to the briefing...i can feel the passion in everyone's heart...to work out something together..although v faces so many obstacle from last week till now...thanks for everyone helping hand....i can feel the passion of everyone in fencing...n everyone care to me...i really feel very touch...thanks everyone-->cpk,vince,mond gor,collin,mei fong,how yee,eang bee,kai lin,mary, xin yun,yu min,zi how,jun long and the others...u all really help out a lot...without anyone of u the briefing wont be tat good... n v can't build our big family n also a really strong team...hope all of us will keep our passion on n on ya...

Monday, July 20, 2009

wat a healthy day...

yesterday i went hiking with few of my frens to pantai kerachut...though i really don wish to get up in the morn but i still push myself to wake up(coz don wish to ffk...hehe) then had my breakfast---a cup of milk n few pieces of biscuit then 7 of us(dai lou,jiun wen,edward,jimmy,leong kheng,pui yee n me) start our journey heading to pantai kerachut...it tooks around one hour journey to reach there from usm...when v reach there is around 10.30am n v start our journey...
i enjoy very much though there are some shocking things v found on the way...but i still enjoy it...very much...haha...all the way hiking towards the beach is a bit hard..as there is so many staircase which is not in same height...at first really tired....but after around 15 mins is better...but so bad is tat when v feel better tat time...it start raining...n v r all wet...omg...i already cant differentiate the water drops on my face is the rain or sweat...the way to the seaside has become slipery after the rain...v walk slowly...half way to the seaside...i saw a snake...so scary...red head with purple blue body....i was screaming....n i don even know tat was a snake until jimmy told me...after it gone v continue our hiking journey towards the seaside...so many stairs going downwards...when v come up tat time sure cham di...haha...
after a long long journey(act just around one hour...) v reach the beach...n everyone start to play...but i was so...unlucky...can say lucky also...haha...to hit by the jellyfish broken legs...n i don even noe tat i was hit by the tat...just feel a bit pain...until dai lou n leong kheng attack by the jelly fish(they kena a lot...the jellyfish hit dai lou's hand n leong kheng's back)...they told me bout tat then only i noe tat i also kena...haha...luckily the people there got vinegar for us to apply...
after v spent about half hour there v start our hiking journey again...going back...as i say earlier...v really have a hard time to to climb back the staircase...sooo tiring...evryone was so enjoy but thinking of coming again next week...suddenly all of us fell very tiring...haha...next week is the interaction day..so all of us hav to go....
but still v all enjoy very much...bad experience...but stilll v r happy...n tat day i think i the day i talk the least after i came back to penang...haha....next time who wants to see me so quiet then ask me go hiking with u la...haha