just heard of a bad news recently...saying tat a fren of mine has lost part of his memory...all happens in one nite only...he had fever...then the other day wake up only can remember 6 people only...im not included in...when i heard of it...it seems like so unbelievable...y such things happen in my life...i thought this would only happen in drama...never think before this would happen to my fren...i feel so sad bout this...sms him...he reply me as im a stranger...then the other day he call me....as though i am really a stranger...he din remember any thing about me...i try to talk about us...try to make him remember bout me...after so long...finally he got tothink of something bout me...though is really little...but is more than enough liao....coz still got something....
after talking to him...i start thinking wat will i do if i was him?
suddenly wake up with all memory lost...cant even think of any of frens...even my family also i cant remember....wat will i do?i guess i will be very scared tat time....everything is so strange to me...how to face my fren? my family?as a stranger?really dunno how...haha...
anyway...hope tat my fren wil get well soon..when i see him again next time i wish he can remember everything bout us...

now only i noe how they feel...

my brother went to Malacca to further his study there...so left only me n my parents at home... for the first time i feel wat they feel when v r not around the...not to say sad...but its just the feeling tat they really worry bout us when v r not around them...i guess sometimes they will feel lonely too...haha...
i saw them waiting for the phone call from my brother...worry bout how his life going in malacca...the mix feeling tat they have when v r not around them...haha...sometimes i will think back tat wat they feel when im going back to penang? for sure they will bemore lonely n more worry bout us... only two of them at home..they will start thinking of us more...haha...
this is wat they r going through...watching us going out to study one follow by another...the house become more silent...without our voice...without our laughter...im wondering how they really feel deep inside their heart...so big the house but only left two of them...watching each other...looking towards the day tat v r going back...waiting till the neck also got so long...haha...
i think next sem i have to come back more often to accompany them dy...haha...

usm life...

its end of second sem di...n i only left one paper-->accounting...after this paper,my first year in usm can be consider end di...when i come back again i will be a senior di...haha...senior leh...never thought before time really passes so fast...especially this sem...from waiting for christmas then cny and then CS nite then sabah then so fast its final exam....really really so fast....is still not yet weel prepare to be a senior leh....haha....
sitting in library looking outside...suddenly feel the urge to blog again...haha...i guess i din post any new blog for weeks di...haha...looking outside....i feel that tis university is really really nice...big trees...buildings...u wont feel that is a nice place...but when u look from up...its really really nice...touch me a lot...with the combination of trees and roads and buildings...haha...
there is one valuable lesson i learn after 2 sem in usm...that is everyone has their own personality....no one is rights or wrong for a mistake made...learn to accept the others...u will find a brighter side.....haha...

i just come across an e-mail....n the content it is really meaningful...4 me la...haha...
but i wish everyone who stop by will have a look on it n also think of it...

HUMAN BEINGS ARE SUCH SMALL CREATURES, AREN'T THEY?

SO DON'T BE TOO WORRIED ABOUT EVERYTHING,

TREASURE EVERY MOMENT, DO WHAT YOU WISH TO DO.....

BROADEN YOUR VIEW, BROADEN YOUR MIND,

DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE BOTHERING YOU,

DO TREASURE YOUR LOVE, LIVE SAFELY AND PEACEFULLY,

ALWAYS BE HAPPY TO WELCOME THE COMING OF THE NEW DAY....... ENJOY THE SUNSHINE ..

ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS.....

i really appreciate what is in this small little passage...
come n think of this...i believe it will brighten up ur day...
n i will practice this phrase in my life..."always be happy to welcome the coming of the new day"...
this is wat v need to practice in our daily life...isn't it?

pig...

Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Human = Pigs + work + enjoy
if, Human - enjoy = Pigs + work
in other words,
Human that don't know how to enjoy = pigs that work
Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
if Men - earn money = Pigs
in other words,
Men that don't earn money = Pigs
Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
if, Women - spend = Pigs
In other words,
Women that don't spend = Pigs

Summary:

Men earn money not to let women become pigs!
Women spend not to let men become pigs!

Men + Women = 2 Pigs
Wish all the pigs happy forever.

想...

想了一整个晚上，终于让我想通了某些事...
其实并不需要那么地为某些事而执著，让自己那么费神...
有时候也并不需要给自己那么多压力来做好某些事，只要你觉得你已经做了你应该做得就好...
世上并没有百分百对的事情，又何必管别人怎么想...对得起自己的良心就好...
认为是对得就去做，不必要得到别人的肯定...问心无愧就好...
很开心终于让我想通了...
在想的过程，曾经想过要放弃，也曾经怀疑自己的能力和要把事情做好的决心...
可是，这些已不以足够动摇我要对他的付出和把它弄得更好的决心...
因为，我已经有心理准备要如何去面对所有的困难...
琪，相信你自己是可以的，要对自己有信心...用你的真心来做每一件事...从错误中学习...一切将会变得更美好...要加油哦!!!

my 21st birthday...

this year birthday really special....haha...coz...i celebrate 3 times leh...special rite?hee...
the first one....thanks for a nek, bing bing, pei pei, black n esther...
u all really supprise me la...i never thought tat u all really will celebrate my bday to me...haha...with the two red egg somemore....haha....really thank u soooo much....
i really very gan dong o....so i decided to giv all of u my "shen qing" de kiss...hehe....
muackssssssssssssssssssssssssss.............
then the second one is with family de....v went the curve to eat hakka dishes-->pun choi...
all of us really eat till very full....even more sampat thing tat v do on tat day is v all wear very pretty n force mummy to wear dress somemore...haha....really had a long time 6 of us go out together to hav dinner in kl...haha....i really really miss u all....but so sad i oly can go back once a month....but nvm...i will always misss u all so much de....
the third one...really really a big supprise for me...haha....its on the day of my bday....from all my teammate....
i really love u all soo much....u all really make me cry tat day....i was so shock tat u all will hav such a great bday celebration for me....i don even think of tat u will celebrate my bday like tat....i really dunno wat to say liao....just thank you sooo much...haha...dunno wat else i can say liao...haha...