.::all bout me::.

2012-02-02T02:06:00.000+08:00

久违的部落格~ 你好吗？
岁月不留人，讲出了我的心声~
很多人出现在生命里，有些一直在你心里，有些却在你无声有无息中偷偷的从心里流走~
渐渐少了联络的人，你们还好吗？
有些人因为有了新的世界而渐渐的变了~伤心是难免的，可是却很谅解，曾经一起很开心的日子是没有人可以磨灭的~
有些则渐渐忙了，不能像以前一样天天腻在一起，感觉疏远了，可是心还是联系着的^^

某某人曾经是你心里面很重要的人，可是明明在同一间店吃东西，却可以假装看不见对方~
也有某某人成了最熟悉的陌生人，虽然可以一起坐下来谈笑风生，可是却不能提起一些曾经一起尽力过的风风雨雨~
有些很久不见的朋友，见面时难免会生疏一点，还好很快就好了，就算谈天时冷场了也渐渐的不觉得怎样~ 心门慢慢的打开了，有些不曾提起的从前也逐渐的被提起~ 那些年的这些那些，很美好的回忆，也许有伤心的，可是并不怎样了~

生活一直在变，遇见的人，遇见的事，天天更新，看的东西越来越透彻，也许这就是成长的过程吧~
成长的过程，学会了很多东西，跌倒了再爬起来，很谢谢一直在旁鼓励和陪伴的人~ 谢谢你们在我最需要你们的时候一直在我的身边~
现在的我~长大了，每天都很开心又疯疯颠颠得过日子~ 哈哈哈~ 偶尔受委屈时，伤心难过时，自己对自己发泄以后就好了~ 不会再像以前那么依赖身边的人了~

新的一年的我，会更加倍努力地为自己的生活而努力~ 勿担心咯 ^^

给某个过客的~

2011-04-24T02:30:00.002+08:00

你，一个最重要的过客，之所以是过客，因为你未曾会为我停留。

曾经在我人生中撒下欢乐的种子，之所以只是种子而不开花，因为你未曾为它浇水施肥。
曾经划下我人生中的一根伤痕，之所以有伤痕，因为你未曾温柔地怜悯

过。
曾经给我一线的光明而瞬间带来全部的黑暗，之所以灰暗，因为

你未曾想过为我照亮。

而你~ 虽然重要，让我成长，可是你永远都只是个过客~

谢谢你在我生命里成为这个重要的过客~

***

解脱是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好过

解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦

***

开心与不开心 ^^

2011-04-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

曾经不知道从哪里看到，还是谁告诉过我...
人生不如意的事有很多，当遇到不愉快的事情时，伤心难过时一定会的，
可是不可以让自己伤心难过太久~ 因为那只是生命中的一个小小的插曲~
不可以因为这小小的插曲而令你活在这个世界上的日子意义给剥削了~
所以啊~很多事情都要往前看...
现在的你或许有着很多不愉快的事情发生在你身边，可是以后的日子没有人可以预测到~
把握今天，活在当下... 这才是最重要的~
精彩的人生是在于你自己的选择~没有人有权利去操控你的快乐与不快乐...
要开开心心过每一天^^
不要辜负那些一直在你身边陪伴你的人~
他们看到你不开心他们心里也不好受哦~

但愿每个人都可以天天开心得过日子^^
祝福你们~

琪对不起

2011-04-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是让自己不开心

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是莫名其妙的忧伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是给自己太多的压力

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是忘了提醒自己好好照顾自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是不能为所欲为的做自己喜欢的事儿

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为悲观让自己不再相信生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为倔强让自己受了很多伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为伪装让自己活的很辛苦

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为年轻让自己疲惫了太久

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很久没有好好的照顾自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很久没有好好的利用时间享受生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很久没有给自己挑一份喜欢的礼物

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起曾经为了别人而难为自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起难过的时候只能让自己硬撑着

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起含泪微笑的时候我没有倾诉

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起心那么的疼还要假装着不在乎

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起让自己装了这么多年的无所谓

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起忘记了要搁浅

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起再也找不回原来的自己了

我弄丢了太多的东西、忘记了太多的事情、舍弃了太多的责任......

对不起，对不起，

对不起，真的对不起......

不敢乞求自己的原谅，

只有让自己活得更好才能对过去的生活有所补偿

忘记所有，重新开始

抬头仰望夜空，眼泪都已倒流，嘴角轻轻上扬

告诉自己

明天太阳依旧灿烂，生活却要华丽转身♥

因为爱情~

2011-04-03T05:26:00.002+08:00

今天一直重复听了几十遍的歌~ 真的很好听~
爱上了 ^^

给你一张过去的CD
听听那时我们的爱情
有时会突然忘了我还在爱着你

再唱不出那样的歌曲
听到都会红着脸躲避
虽然会经常忘了我依然爱着你

因为爱情不会轻易悲伤
所以一切都是幸福的模样
因为爱情简单的生长
依然随时可以为你疯狂

因为爱情怎么会有沧桑
所以我们还是年轻的模样
因为爱情在那个地方
依然还有人在那里游荡人来人往

再唱不出那样的歌曲
听到都会红着脸躲避
虽然会经常忘了我依然爱着你

因为爱情不会轻易悲伤
所以一切都是幸福的模样
因为爱情简单的生长
依然随时可以为你疯狂

因为爱情怎么会有沧桑
所以我们还是年轻的模样
因为爱情在那个地方
依然还有人在那里游荡人来人往

给你一张过去的CD
听听那时我们的爱情
有时会突然忘了我还在爱着你

最近都在赶FYP~ 好久都没有好好的睡一觉了~再忍耐多一个礼拜吧^^

你太猖狂~

2011-02-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

其实并不是很喜欢这首歌~ 但却被这两段歌词给吸引~
没有特别的原因~就只是喜欢~

思念太猖狂一個冷不防
一想起你忙碌的生活變得空蕩蕩
對心事說謊把你想到多麼的不堪
偉大的你還想我怎樣

你也太猖狂一個冷不防
睡到一半才覺醒療傷先要哭一場
對世界說謊只把自己哄騙得更慘
想得到釋放只有投降

^^

2011-02-25T00:27:00.004+08:00

我们总会在不设防的时候喜欢上一些人。没什么原因,也许只是一个温和的笑容,一句关切的问候。可能未曾谋面,可能志趣并不相投,可能不在一个高度,却牢牢地放在心上了。冥冥中该来则来,无处可逃,就好像喜欢一首歌,往往就因为一个旋律或一句打动你的歌词。喜欢或者讨厌,是让人莫名其妙的事情。

好喜欢的一句话~

2011-01-25T01:14:00.000+08:00

如果有来生，要做一棵树，站成永恒，没有悲欢的姿势。一半在土里安详，一半在风里飞扬，一半洒落阴凉，一半沐浴阳光，非常沉默非常骄傲，从不依靠从不寻找。(BY三毛)

后语：精采的生活是自己走出来的，而不是靠别人的点点滴滴而拼凑出来，没有人有权利去干涉或操控自己的生活，自己活得精彩才是重要的~ 若干年后，剩下的就只有自己的回忆陪伴自己，让自己觉得自己没有白过这一生~

卷发的我 ^.^

2011-01-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

前两天把头发给烫卷了, 还是有点看不习惯~
不知道是好看还是不好看呢？

给你的话~ 19/10/10 11:16pm

2010-10-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

如果连你自己都不疼惜与爱惜自己，还有谁会去疼惜你呢？
不要让别人操控你的思想和情绪好吗？
请好好的善待你自己~

~KATHRYN~

2010-09-10T02:30:00.000+08:00

haha..today;s blog is about my best best fren kathryn...the one i always misses all the time...
saw one post today, it reminds me her, reminds me on all the crazy crazy things that we use to do when v r in genting.
dunno since when v become so good, i still can remember the first day i saw her...v din talk to each other, my first impression for her...haha...just very chuan de leng lui...haha...dont have the feel to talk to her. the second time v met, she was the extra dealer in the same cluster with me, and dunno why she is my extra, n v start to chat. and since then dunno y, v just become better n better each day, v r not in the same working group, but somehow, v can always go to work together, will wait each other after work n go back together. after the few v met each others, we just like long lost fren that share everything, talk about everything, go anywhere also together, meet everyday also wont sien, and since then v are better n better each day...all my sms n call list are her...most of the time if im not at room then i will be at her room...whenever u saw her, most prob u will saw me too...hehe...
think of her, i always can remember the craziness of us...purposely don sleep to wait each other after work, n bersusah payah walk outside each other after work. purposely wake up early or dont slp after work, just to have the tired look to get MC n then go KL shopping...haha...
purposely go wait for nite movie just because v never go for nite movie together before...taking photo everywhere...even if all the people is watching us...even if is in front of the toilet...haha...funny things happens everyday...
starbucks...another place that v always go...coz got free coffee since my fren working there
the mamak...haha..the place v always have supper after work...and soo many more...
those days are really happy with her...n v always will think of the days...whenever she comes to find me, v will always talk till very very late, even though v are tired, but still the topic of ours are endless...
together with her, both of us become really stupid...even can take the wrong directions train n then miss the last bus go back...haha... even can sampat till like nobody is around us...
i really miss u kathryn...even though v cant meet each day n v dont talk on phone each day...i still miss u soo much...always thinking on when v can meet...hopefully after v grad v both will stay in kl then can meet all the time...n also the year end trip for two of us really can make it...hehe..it would sure be a nice nice trip with her...hehe...
KATHRYN!!! i miss u soo much...hope v can meet soon!!!

dear kathryn, this is the songs always reminds me of u...hehe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAx_MsdmOBY

2010-09-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

read this this afternoon...its so meaningful~~~
hope u all will like this...

人與人的相遇就像是一個隨機抽樣
在不同的時間空間之中.....彼此相遇....
有些時候...你會發現..你一開始最看不順眼的人竟然是你的好友.......
因為你發現了他的好....

有時候...你根本不想去認識一個人....你覺得無趣
後來你卻發現...... 他是你想要認識的那種人...

有時候.....你非常喜歡一個人....但是你知道...你們根本不能在一起....
愛你的人....你不愛..你不愛的人...卻是那樣的愛你.....

這複雜的習題卻又如此的跟著我們....解不開也算不清
人家說在對的時間愛一個人...你是幸福的...
在錯的空間遇到一個人....你是痛苦的......
有些人你就是有一種一見如故的感受

有些人你怎樣就是說不上幾句話
像是一部公車　大家在這一站上車　又在另一站下車

事事總是充滿變數與未知
曾經感情很好的朋友　即使感覺還在　可是大家都有自己的事情而疏離

所以大家要珍惜每次都偶然邂逅
因為你根本不知道　錯過了這次　你跟他會在哪個空間在相遇
也許是你們唯一一次的相遇

specially post to all my frens...

林忆莲 -- 寂寞流星群

2010-07-23T01:01:00.001+08:00

最近很爱听的一首歌...
林忆莲 -- 寂寞流星群

明知　並沒任何可能　卻放棄漫天白雲　尋覓遠飛的風箏
是　寂寞是流星群　往往用一生　來懷念霎眼的街燈
為了　那些美麗煩惱　愛得那樣殘酷　越是想得到的　永得不到
他不會愛我　他只會記得我　沈悶的天空　彼此閃過　耀眼的火
他不再愛我　漆黑裡看清楚　誰是一顆星
光速的愛　一閃即過　一閃即過 (寂寞如梭)
曾經　寂寞就如灰塵　佈滿躍動的心　連沈睡也發出聲音
曾經　付出氣力光陰　拚了命要握緊毫無用處的奢侈品

不要愛　無法愛上的畫　任我怎麼欣賞他　都不要到處掛

** 超爱着一句...

30/06/10

2010-07-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

谢谢你们，
在我被欺负是为我挺身而出，
替我当了许多，
真的非常感动，
要是没有你们，
我真的不知道要怎样，
孤单的撑吗？
还是会忍不住偷偷的哭？
连我自己也不能给自己一个答案，
也许一直以来都给与别人一个很tough的感觉，
连自己也觉得可以一个人面对这些小事，
可是你们的关心还有为我挺身而出真的让我很感动，
真的很谢谢你们那么为我，
真的真的很谢谢你们，我的全部死党。。。
hehe。。。老土一点也要讲了，爱你们哦~~~

First day of internship

2010-05-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

today 10th May...y first day of internship in DIGI -- the place for me to spent most of my time for the coming 20 weeks...quite nervous in the morning while waiting...erm...i think shud be start from yesterday...haha...so many first time...first time driving in KL--a big city where cars are so fast for me...haha...

back to my internship...this morning really "gan jeong"..since this can be consider to be the first time to be call as '上班族‘ mixed feeling...happy n sad, nervous n not....dunno how to describe the feelings... i guess it can only be "weird"...

in the morning, reach a bit early...so waiting in the lobby...feel lonely a bit....coz use to be with so many people wherever v go....this morning alone there not tat good feel....but than was imagining the office...waiting to meet some nice people there... quite happy thing is everyone treat me quite good...quite helpful... went lunch with them...though can join them but still got weird feeling...use to be stick with many many people during lunch or dinner n now going to have lunch with bunch of people who i only noe them for the first day...dunno wat to talk to them some more.... really miss time in penang...where everyone can talk as they want n so free with each other...hope things will be better as time goes by...
today...they ask me read on the user manual....soo sleepy....i fishing the most in my lifetime...haha...never feel that i can fish till so geng before....proved everything...haha

this is the photo taken from the lobby towards the cafe...nice rite...

p/s: yesterday nite first time driving in kl...excited n scary...haha...

伤心...不舍得....呜呜呜...

2010-05-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

我的roommate终于的走了... 原来我是真的那么不舍得她... 认识她两年了, "同居"了一年...差不多天天都粘在一起, 忽然间就好像很不自在, 少了一样东西...
我想明年一定会很怀念我们一起在房间废, 一起去冲凉讲话, 一起读书到很闷是做些无聊的事, 被他拿衣架赶我去冲凉, 还有很多很多一起做的事...
今天last paper 过后,感觉都不是开心放松, 而是很不舍得, 大学的两年里,每天都和大家一起赶 assignment, 一起讲废话, 一起去上课, 为了功课考试而熬夜...以msn 和 facebook 来看谁睡了,谁还再跟自己一样三更半夜还在做功课... 大家一起为同一件事努力奋斗... 每天虽然辛苦可是都过得很开心...坐在一起就有无数的废话讲....
即将要离开这里,与大家分开五个月...真的真的好不舍得... 虽然知道五个月后还是会回来的, 可是就不知道为何会这样的不舍得... 好像每天都和大家粘在一起...haiz....可是还是没办法啊... 大家都要去LI... 大家都要长大, 进入人生的另一个阶段... 不能一直停留在这个时期... 只能希望大家都要过得开开心心... 偶尔在msn或电话里聊聊天... 我想也就只能这样了吧 ...
但愿大家都能开开心心的享受着成长的过程吧...要加油哦...

2010-05-01T11:26:00.001+08:00

忽然间好想回家抱抱 mummy 还有跟爸爸聊天，跟姐姐讲话到天亮还有陪弟弟一起看戏哦....
最近一直忙着考试, 打回家的电话也少了很多... 只是每次打回家, mummy 都回叫我早点睡,不要熬夜,不要读书读得那么迟...
真的好想念mummy....
在熬多一个礼拜吧,再多一个礼拜就能见到他们了, 也可以每个礼拜都回家...想到就开心了...哈哈

琪, 要加油哦...努力的考好最后一张paper吧...ok?

to all my 老婆...hehehe

2010-04-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

this is a special songs dedicated to all my 老婆 :

a nek(二婆), bing bing(三婆), a nek(二婆), fong fong,bee, howyi(情妇), mary

从昨天 
到今天 
还有明天 
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边 

爱的心 
痛的心 
感动的心 
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心 
当初见面的不安彼此探索 
也许有些茫然迷惑 
朝夕相处才发现这世界中 
没有人 
比你们更懂我 
朋友 姐妹都已不够来形容 

我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容 
老婆 老婆我们一起打勾勾 
请记得约定的旅程到永久

love u all always...thank you for being by my side this two years...

everyone of us going to industrial training soon di...will have a long time cannot gather together like we use to be...

but don worry...i will always miss u all...miss the time v all sampat together...

feel like crying when blogging on this post...wuwuwu~~~~

all the best for all of u during internship...

p/s: sorry bee...pls find one translator translate for u la...haha

给予世上的女孩

2010-04-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

1.转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
过了20岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过

。
要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
过了20岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。
过了20岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。
而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。
过了20岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
过了20岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
过了20岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。
你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？
女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人学会圆滑。
过了20岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在20岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。
仇恨留在20岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
过了20岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。

12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才刚过20岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你已经20岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。
过了20岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。
过了20岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
20岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

最后.随时给自己准备一个微笑告诉自己我可以！

潇洒之后语

2010-04-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

有个朋友在部落格上说要潇洒的放下了，听了还蛮替他开心...不是想要在这种情况下对他落井下石,只是觉得他终于看破了,看穿了,醒来了..... 对双方都是一件好事, 毕竟在继续纠缠下去一点意思都没有, 只会令到彼此更尴尬, 面对大家是更加无言以对, 原本可以很自然,只是被时间拖下拖下变得像个陌路人,不时更没有意思吗?
对于此事,我还是坚持我的原则, 彼此真心相爱过, 开心过, 就好了... 世界上有几对情侣是真的可以白头到老呢 ? 天长地久还是曾经拥有? 我的选择是曾经拥有,因为记忆是没有人可以带走的, 而天长地久有谁可以给你保证这东西? 抱着天长地久的心态, 万一有一天被伤害, 怎么办? 一个人从头开始去适应这个世界, 有何苦这样呢? 反而曾经拥有,才会珍惜在一起的每一天, 每一分,每一秒...
回归正体, 相信那个朋友你也应该懂得我再讲的是你吧...哈哈...只想告诉你, 反事要往好的方面去看, 真的很开心你肯放下你的执着, 让你们彼此都可以从新开始, 也许你会觉得我并不知道你们之间的事, 在多说也没有用,可是我真的感到开心, 且有点惊讶你会潇洒放下, 无论如何还是要祝福...愿你能开心, 早日找到属于你的一片蓝天...哈哈...要知道我们大家都回在你背后支持你的, 我们的耳朵随时都可以借你倾诉(其实是想你 "八" 给我们听)...哈哈...衷心的祝福你...

P/S: 某某人...你应该懂我是写给你看的吧...哈哈哈...

Time to Love-Tara

2010-03-27T12:09:00.003+08:00

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang

sarangul garuchyo jun saram

Never Forget you

I Remember You

giokhae no hanaman

(Rap)

Hokshina norul bolka niga sajun osul ipgo

niga johahadon jjalbun morirul hago

nowa hamkke gatton gu girul jinagagi wihaeso

gudi mongirul dorasso hoksi niga issulkkabwa

jonhwa bonhodo ajik gudaero

hokshi narul chajaolkkabwa jipdo gudaero

nae minihompisoge nowa dutton noraeppun

hokshi niga bolkkabwa dashi doraolkkabwa

urinun ajik itji mothaennunde

urinun ajik soro wonhanunde

urinun ajik saranghanunde

otgallyo sashirun bogo shipunde

michidorok bogo shipunde

hanopshi nol gidaryo gyolguk norul gidaryo

hokshi hago momchwoso jejarirul maemdone

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang

sarangul garuchyo jun saram

Never Forget you

I Remember You

giokhae no hanaman

Yo hokshina norul bolkkabwa bogedwemyon hundullilkkabwa

nae mami yakhaejilkkabwa mallabitun nal boilkkabwa

nowa hamkke gotton gu girul pihagi wihaeso

gudi mongirul dorasso hoksi niga issulkkabwa

jonhwa bonhodo imi bakkwosso

hokshi ni saengagi nalkka jipdo omgyosso

hajiman ibeson ajik mothan marisae

hokshi norul bolkkabwa dashi dora olkkabwa

urinun ajik itji mothaennunde

urinun ajik soro wonhanunde

urinun ajik saranghanunde

otgallyo sashirun bogo shipunde

michidorok bogo shipunde

hanopshi nol gidaryo gyolguk norul gidaryo

hokshi hago momchwoso jejarirul maemdone

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang

sarangul garuchyo jun saram

Never Forget you

I Remember You

Ah Ah Ah

dashi shijakhae malhago shipjiman

dullijido tto boiji anhun norul chatgo isso

Oh~~

sodajinun jangdaebirul majunchae

uri choum mannan gugosuro ganunde

jashini nomunado hanshimhae dangshine

ttasuhaetton jari ajik gasume

non do gyondil su inni

gurom nado jogumdo gyondilteni

hajiman himi jom dulkkoya nomu saranghaetjanha

chamuryo aerul ssobwassodo ojjolsuga opso

hokshirado uyonhi nol bolkkabwa

gudaega nae mosup bolkkabwa

gourul bomyo nunmurul gamchwo

holshina no olkkabwa (hokshina gudae naege olkkabwa)

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang

sarangul garuchyo jun saram

Never Forget you

I Remember You

giokhae no hanaman

*********Translation*********

Good person

you′re the first love to me

the person that taught me love

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

Perhaps I′ll see you, so I′m wearing the clothes you bought me

And I cut my hair short like you used to like it

To pass by the way I used to walk with you

I went round the long way thinking maybe you′d be there

I still have the same phone number

Thinking maybe you′ll look for me again, my house is the same

In my mini hompy I just have the songs we used to listen together

Thinking maybe you′ll look and you′ll come back again

We still can′t forget

We still wan each other

We′re still in love

Separated, honestly I miss you

I miss you like crazy

I′ll wait for you no matter what, I′ll wait for you til the end

I stop to think, I′m standing still

Good person

you′re the first love to me

the person that taught me love

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

Thinking that maybe I′ll see you, and if I see you in my heart will tremble

Thinking that my heart will sink and you′ll see me dry and wrenched

To avoid the way I used to walk with you

I went round the long way thinking maybe you′d be there

I already changed my phone number

Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved houses

But in my mouth there are still words unsaid

Thinking maube you′ll look and you′ll come back again

Good person

you′re the first love to me

the person that taught me love

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

I want to tell you to start again

But I can′t hear you nor see you even though I′m looking for you

Soaked by the pouring rain

I′m going to the place where we first met

I feel so pathetic

There′s still a warm spot in my heart for you

You can bear it

Therefore I will be able to bear too

But it will be so hard, I loved you so much

Even though I tried really hard, I can′t help it

Thinking that perhaps I′ll see you by chance

And you will look at me

In front of the mirror I wipe my tears

Thinking maybe you will come (Thinking maybe you will come to me)

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

I want to tell you to start again

p/s: a very nice korean song

真的有意思...

2010-03-27T10:33:00.002+08:00

1.莎士比亚说:
再好的东西，都有失去的一天。
再深的记忆，也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
再美的梦，也有苏醒的一天。
该放弃的决不挽留。
该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过

！
也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。

2.几米说:
当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你，
当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你，
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你，
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟，错过了泰坦尼克号，
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险，我们还要继续错过。
我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。
你也寂寞，世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同吧。

3.刘心武说:
不要指望，麻雀会飞得很高。
高处的天空，那是鹰的领地。
麻雀如果摆正了自己的位置，它照样会过得很幸福！

4.亦舒说:
人们日常所犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，
把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。

5.郭敬明说:
我终于发现自己看人的眼光太过简单，我从来没有去想面具下面是一张怎样的面容，
我总是直接把面具当做面孔来对待，却忘记了笑脸面具下往往都是一张流着泪的脸。

6.张小娴说:
爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。
不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？

7.韩寒说:
再累再苦就当自己是二百五再难再险就当自己是二皮脸。

8.安妮宝贝说:
当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么。
她只是寂寞。

9.遇见平凡说:
缘分像一本书。
翻的不经意会错过童话读得太认真又会流干眼泪。

10.刘心武说:
对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度。
如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知

与粗俗！

11.亦舒说:
无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

12.刘心武说:
与其讨好别人，不如武装自己；
与其逃避现实，不如笑对人生；
与其听风听雨，不如昂首出击！

13.张爱玲说:
娶了红玫瑰，久而久之，红玫瑰就变成了墙上的一抹蚊子血

，白玫瑰还是“床前明月光”；
娶了白玫瑰，白玫瑰就是衣服上的一粒饭渣子，红的还是心口上的一颗朱砂痣。

14.三毛说:
一个朋友很好，两个朋友就多了一点，三个朋友就未免太多了。
知音，能有一个已经很好了，不必太多，
如果实在没有，还有自己，好好对待自己，跟自己相处，也是一个朋友...

15.雪小禅说:
我以为终有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记，
可是，忽然有一天，我听到了一首旧歌，我的眼泪就下来了，
因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

16.郭敖说:
我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人。

17.三毛说:
不要害怕拒绝他人，如果自己的理由出于正当。
当一个人开口提出要求的时候，他的心里根本预备好了两种答案。
所以，给他任何一个其中的答案，都是意料中的。

18.梓色心晴说:
男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了。
女人哭了，是因为她真得放弃了。

19.玄漪说:
能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；
能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。

20.张爱玲说:
爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，
不是我爱你、我恨你，
便是算了吧、你好吗、对不起。

21.马云说:
晚上想想千条路，早上醒来走原路。

22.饶雪漫说:
这个世界欺骗了我，我必须给与还击，我不会放掉任何一丁

点儿属于我的幸福，
哪怕付出的代价是从此坠入地狱，我也在所不惜。

23.郭敖说:
每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，
尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。
而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，
无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

24.GARVEN说:
话是人说的，屁也是人放的，说话和放屁一样，都是一口气而已。

25.三毛说:
某些人的爱情，只是一种“当时的情绪”。
如果对方错将这份情绪当做长远的爱情，是本身的幼稚。

26.张小娴说:
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。
真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

27.人非草木说:
再丑的人也能结婚，再美的人也会单身！

28.张爱玲说:
因为爱过，所以慈悲；
因为懂得，所以宽容。

后语:觉得这些话怎的蛮有道理...看了不知为何好像顿时领悟到许多东西...真的有意思

22岁零7天

2010-03-23T07:44:00.002+08:00

今天不知道什么风把我吹到这里，哈哈...难得我有心情来update我的部落格...
好吧,就先说说我的生日吧...
首先,当然是要特别鸣谢我亲该得房友还有我的邻居啦...还有更加少不了的我一大班的朋友...镇的很感激你们帮我庆祝我的生日...**也不回忘记你们对我做的事...哼***
21岁的最后一天,我还在忙着帮我隔壁的"大便"筹备他的生日,静悄悄的把大家都叫去pizza榜他庆祝,怎知原来他也在背后帮我筹备着我的生日,互相帮对方筹备生日,我们俩的确很好笑...哈哈哈
21岁的最后一个晚上,我被房友便了出去,说是要去吃夜宵,原来他们早有预谋,竟然把我载到STICK...那还好吧,令我最惊喜地是大家静然都在那里等候我们了...简直让我傻掉...哈哈...当时已经是12点了...蛋糕当然也是少不了的...
然后重头戏就来了,他们一个两个竟然把我的头给压在蛋糕,真的很可恶...整脸都是蛋糕的cream...超恶心...可是还是很开心的被你们恶整..哈哈...还要被你们"逼"喝酒...哈哈...给你们把我灌醉...真的拜你们说赐,当晚的我真的醉了...可是还是很开心...
第二天早上,在 lecture hall听你们给我唱生日歌是免不了的...谁叫我每次都带头唱给寿星男或女听呢?...可是那还好...也很谢谢大家...让我明白原来一首简单的生日歌竟然可以让我那么开心...
晚餐时,在被骗第二次,哈哈,可是这次有一点头绪...就觉得应该会是大家一起吃晚餐...从学校走到hidden recipe 在走到plus2 在走到tesco...终于有的吃了,蛋糕一样也是少不了的,因为大家都饱了,说一九只有一粒小蛋糕在加上***红鸡蛋***很开心...超感动,真没想到他们会为我弄红鸡蛋...把鸡蛋分给大家后,又再一次的被蛋糕涂脸...还是要被两个人抓着不放然后一个从前面"涂"...气死我...
你们给我记着,到你们生日时,就是我报仇的时候了..哼

后语:真的很感激大家提我庆祝生日...谢谢你们...

fencing 0910

2010-03-14T21:12:00.002+08:00

fencing 0910...im the captain...but now...im no longer the captain for the fencing team...erm...should say im ex-captain for the fencing club...haha...finally the committee for 0910 dibubarkan di... should i feel the sense of relief??? frankly...relief i don feel tat so much...but feel 不舍得more than relief... when xy officially announce the bubarkan the previous committee..got one kind of feelings that cross my mind...feel like want to cry...the tears are almost running out of my eyes...luckily still can tahan... haha...
this whole year of being captain...there are happy moments and also sad moments...happy of coz because of see the team growing...see everyone improving...see everyone getting the sense pf belongings...haha... sad moments...haha...personal problems...things are not done perfectly...still can improve a lot...many mistake have done...but the brighter side is it make me grow...learn a lot of things...thats y suddenly wan to pass everything to the juniors...really sad...
anyway...passion towards fencing will always there...hope that juniors will do much more better than me...haha...fencing 万岁...

intensive training 09 n touche competition

2009-12-07T21:05:00.004+08:00

finally is over...training...competition...all finish di...can start my holiday di...haha..dunno y...i start to miss the training time...wake up early in the morning go training...run tracks for 20 mins( first time ever i feel im so geng...haha...coz i run for 7 rounds...non stop...),go round RST,captain ball...nite training... al the footwork...warmup thingy...all the happy time...go anywhere also with a bunch of sot sot people...miss it so much...though the training is really a tough one...now i feel the emptiness now after training...feel like nothing to go for...everyday nothing to do...eat slp n shit...haha...
feel so sad the competition ends di...feel so regret y i din wake up in the first match competition...lose again to peiling...haiz...after one year also no improvement... in team event also...let opponent get so many points...i shouldn't do that...haiz...wasted...always sleeping...slow motion...react so slow...haiz...i really hope tat i can react faster... wake up earlier...focus more when competition...haiz...but then now regret also no use di...i promise myself i will do better next time... i hope i wont react slow again next time...haha...i really hope so...
after everything...i really learn a great lesson on tat...just as wat abe like to say: u'll learn, u'll learn...haha...i noe still got a lot of things that i need to learn...dealing with people...handling every problems...how to make a good team...still got a lot more obstacle to face...but im so glad that i got lot of frens n teammate with me...im not alone...i noe all of them will always be there for me...everything that i face hopefully will make me a more mature person...
i feel so happy that the intensive training n the competition was so good....starting to feel the team spirit...all the sacrifactions tat i give is all worth...hope the team spirit will keep on going...keep it on n on...
and all the cheers...like it so much...usm huat a!!! usm ha!!! usm huiyoo!!! usm hooga hooga hoo!!! he usm!!!n so many more....haha...though really sampat...but i think the other people really feel shock of it...haha...
again congrats tro all who got medals...keep the spirit going....for those who lost...get another try in sabah...v can do it de...okok???hehe

people o people...where's the passion???

2009-10-07T10:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday go training...only 3 seniors...with 4 juniors...kind of dissapointed...sometimes will think tat y i cant even manage the club good??? only watching the active members in club becoming lesser and lesser......can somebody tell me what can i do??? i really get so upset to see this situation...where's the passion of everyone???i know assignments and test are importants...and everyone is rushing on it...me too...in this busy days who don hav assignments and test? but that cant be the excuses for us to skip the training...does that 2 hours of training really take up a lot of time? one week only 6 hours...this has consider very few di...but still people cant make it...haiz...
absent is one thing...but the important is the passion of everyone has gone...y???i dunno...people come to tell me one by one say that they actually come training for fun...they dont aim high for the competition....sometimes i dont even feel they want to go competition...the passion has gone as time goes by...i really dunno wat can i do...just hope that things will be fine after tests and assignments...passion will be back after competition...

p/s: being a leader is really not an easy thing...

2009-09-02T13:03:00.004+08:00

喜欢早晨的阳光，
暖暖的洒在身上，
像是为我充电，
迎接充满挑战的一天...

喜欢被大风吹的感觉，
像推我往前走，
似乎在提醒我要加紧脚步向前迈进，
不让停歇在原地...

喜欢仰望蓝天白云，
让我在忙碌的生活中也要偶尔停下脚步，
欣赏世界的美妙，
周围的风景...

喜欢下雨天，
让我知道是时候把手上的功作放下，
让自己好好的睡个觉, 休息休息...

喜欢夜深人静的时候，
可以让自己深思，
反省自己有没有做了伤害别人的事，
有没有说错话上到别人的心，
还有什么要改进...

喜欢和朋友一起出去，
感觉到在忙碌的生活中，
还有人会陪伴在你的身边，
和你一起吵吵闹闹，
让我不会孤独...

喜欢把自己当作小丑，
带给别人欢笑，
忘记所有的烦恼，
让我从别人笑声中也跟着开心起来...

生活虽然很忙碌，
但有时还是要停下脚步，
欣赏一路上的风景，
让我觉得世界是美妙的，
应该去珍惜每一分，每一秒，
及曾经在我身边流过脚步的人，
谢谢你们为我的生活变得更多姿多彩...

this is wat we call friends....

2009-08-13T18:58:00.002+08:00

they always be with u when u need them...
they know when to have a serious talk to u....
they will know wat is inside ur heart....and u don even need to tell them....
they will know wat response u will giv in some situstion...
they always know when to give u opinion and when to listen to u....
they wont continue asking u what happen is u don wish to tell...
they will stay beside u when u down....
they will give u support whenever u need it...
if u happy....they will be happy for u also...
if u r sad...they will feel sad too...with no reason...
they will always give u what u want on the right time....
there is a bond between u two that people wont know...
nobody can replace u in their heart...n this is wat we call frens...

p/s:to all my frens...i hope that our friendship will on and on till forever ya...hehe

with all my hearts...

2009-08-08T01:00:00.003+08:00

today i went queensbay alone to buy present for my ex roommate-->a black,esther, n ke shin...reach there about 3.30 n i start to search for anything meaningful for them for their convocation...
initially i'm thinking to buy pen tat can crave their name on it...but after i see it...i feel like is just normal only...then i search again for any other things that can buy for them....i saw flowers,bears and so many other things tat people use to give on convocation...but i need something more special that i hope can touch their heart when they open it....
then i reach a shop call rooms-->a very special shop that full many funny things...indeed i always will hav a stop whenever i pass by the shop in kl...the only thing i found in this shop in the misic box which require us to turn n make the music...it's quite meaningful(for me la...haha)...so i make this as the thing im going to buy if i can see any better choices....
i start shopping around again till i found this shop-->ceramic house...i went in then i decided to paint my own custom made product...
ya...i paint myself....i paint two...one for a black n one for esther...i spend nearly 3 hours sitting there fo finish my piece of work...so sad tat i cant upload the photo...sob sob....i need to wait for about half hour for them to glue those tiny works on it....so i take a walk around to find present for ke shin....i bought a bear for her...while waiting for the ceramic...im so lucky tat i met wye shiun n vincent n goli in qb...haha....i can tumpang wye shiun's car back to usm...haha...no need to wait for bus...but before we go back...v decided to watch movie first...n this is y im back to hostel so late...n still blogging at this time...
i am so tired now...n i wan to get to sleep now n wake up so late tml morning...nitez lo...
p/s:i will upload those photo of my piece of work asap....wait ya...haha

satisfaction i feel today...so good...

2009-07-29T01:04:00.005+08:00

im blogging again late at nite...feel so happy n a bit satisfied bout wat i have done today...i condust the very first training session for the juniors...this is the first time i facing all the juniors in teaching them the first step to start addicted in fencing...quite satisfied coz i can see them really pay hard attention in learning(though only taught them on guard--the way v stand when v fence,marche--moving forward and rompe--moving backward)...i can see some of them really have potential in fencing...trough the way they stand n marche n rompe...also all the senior's hard work in teaching them...n the funniest thing is yumin told me tat most of them suitable to play epee...which is the weapon tat i play...n she told me mostly is because of me...becoz i demonstrate i "epee style" to them so they start follow me...haha...its really a funny thing...isn't it???
around 20 of them turn up to training today...n i hope all of them will still continue to join our big family till the end of the sem...though i noe most of them will start to skip n then "dissapear" in time after some days...but i stil hope tat they will continue n slowly discover the joy in fencing...tat's wat i hope to see...

im alright after all...

2009-07-28T00:51:00.005+08:00

today i need to conduct a briefing about fencing to all the juniors tat are joining us...the briefing will start on 8.30 in dk N...so v be there earlier to set up things...but so unfortunately...because of some technical problem...v couldn't use dk N for the briefing...n they chase us out without given us any chance to explain...v already give out fliers say tat the briefing will be held today in dk n...v cant do nothing n i was so blank tat i cant even think of any alternatives...i try to call our advisor but he couldn't answer our call...then finally v made a decision to move to tennis platform where v having training each day to carry on the briefing...at tat time i feel like y i couldn't make a decision on tat tough time...though am trying to be as good as i could...but this show me tat i am nothing after all...everyone is waiting for my decision but wat i do is just start panic...i really don wish to be like tat... luckily the briefing still can carry on successfully...
though it is done successfully...the stress i feel in my mind has really give a hard time...n gosh...at the end of the briefing when v packing up things n prepare to go back...i cry...tears from my eyes...n this is really not i wish to...its kinda embarassing i think...haha...crying in front of my frens(though its not the first time)...but i just can't help it...i am not angry at anyone...its just i'm mad with myself...i should do all those things better...my mental should be strong tat time....i just need some time to relax my mind...but im alright...n i would like to appologize to frens for making u all so shock at tat moment...wondering wat happen...n im so thankful for my dear roommate n my dear neighbour for understanding me so much...n can feel tat im not in a good condition today...i dunno how to describe the feelings...but just to say really thank u ah nek n bing bing...really happy to have u there for supporting me...
back to the briefing...i can feel the passion in everyone's heart...to work out something together..although v faces so many obstacle from last week till now...thanks for everyone helping hand....i can feel the passion of everyone in fencing...n everyone care to me...i really feel very touch...thanks everyone-->cpk,vince,mond gor,collin,mei fong,how yee,eang bee,kai lin,mary, xin yun,yu min,zi how,jun long and the others...u all really help out a lot...without anyone of u the briefing wont be tat good... n v can't build our big family n also a really strong team...hope all of us will keep our passion on n on ya...

wat a healthy day...

2009-07-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went hiking with few of my frens to pantai kerachut...though i really don wish to get up in the morn but i still push myself to wake up(coz don wish to ffk...hehe) then had my breakfast---a cup of milk n few pieces of biscuit then 7 of us(dai lou,jiun wen,edward,jimmy,leong kheng,pui yee n me) start our journey heading to pantai kerachut...it tooks around one hour journey to reach there from usm...when v reach there is around 10.30am n v start our journey...
i enjoy very much though there are some shocking things v found on the way...but i still enjoy it...very much...haha...all the way hiking towards the beach is a bit hard..as there is so many staircase which is not in same height...at first really tired....but after around 15 mins is better...but so bad is tat when v feel better tat time...it start raining...n v r all wet...omg...i already cant differentiate the water drops on my face is the rain or sweat...the way to the seaside has become slipery after the rain...v walk slowly...half way to the seaside...i saw a snake...so scary...red head with purple blue body....i was screaming....n i don even know tat was a snake until jimmy told me...after it gone v continue our hiking journey towards the seaside...so many stairs going downwards...when v come up tat time sure cham di...haha...
after a long long journey(act just around one hour...) v reach the beach...n everyone start to play...but i was so...unlucky...can say lucky also...haha...to hit by the jellyfish broken legs...n i don even noe tat i was hit by the tat...just feel a bit pain...until dai lou n leong kheng attack by the jelly fish(they kena a lot...the jellyfish hit dai lou's hand n leong kheng's back)...they told me bout tat then only i noe tat i also kena...haha...luckily the people there got vinegar for us to apply...
after v spent about half hour there v start our hiking journey again...going back...as i say earlier...v really have a hard time to to climb back the staircase...sooo tiring...evryone was so enjoy but thinking of coming again next week...suddenly all of us fell very tiring...haha...next week is the interaction day..so all of us hav to go....
but still v all enjoy very much...bad experience...but stilll v r happy...n tat day i think i the day i talk the least after i came back to penang...haha....next time who wants to see me so quiet then ask me go hiking with u la...haha

2009-06-11T20:10:00.003+08:00

just heard of a bad news recently...saying tat a fren of mine has lost part of his memory...all happens in one nite only...he had fever...then the other day wake up only can remember 6 people only...im not included in...when i heard of it...it seems like so unbelievable...y such things happen in my life...i thought this would only happen in drama...never think before this would happen to my fren...i feel so sad bout this...sms him...he reply me as im a stranger...then the other day he call me....as though i am really a stranger...he din remember any thing about me...i try to talk about us...try to make him remember bout me...after so long...finally he got tothink of something bout me...though is really little...but is more than enough liao....coz still got something....
after talking to him...i start thinking wat will i do if i was him?
suddenly wake up with all memory lost...cant even think of any of frens...even my family also i cant remember....wat will i do?i guess i will be very scared tat time....everything is so strange to me...how to face my fren? my family?as a stranger?really dunno how...haha...
anyway...hope tat my fren wil get well soon..when i see him again next time i wish he can remember everything bout us...

now only i noe how they feel...

2009-05-27T23:02:00.003+08:00

my brother went to Malacca to further his study there...so left only me n my parents at home... for the first time i feel wat they feel when v r not around the...not to say sad...but its just the feeling tat they really worry bout us when v r not around them...i guess sometimes they will feel lonely too...haha...
i saw them waiting for the phone call from my brother...worry bout how his life going in malacca...the mix feeling tat they have when v r not around them...haha...sometimes i will think back tat wat they feel when im going back to penang? for sure they will bemore lonely n more worry bout us... only two of them at home..they will start thinking of us more...haha...
this is wat they r going through...watching us going out to study one follow by another...the house become more silent...without our voice...without our laughter...im wondering how they really feel deep inside their heart...so big the house but only left two of them...watching each other...looking towards the day tat v r going back...waiting till the neck also got so long...haha...
i think next sem i have to come back more often to accompany them dy...haha...

usm life...

2009-04-24T15:46:00.002+08:00

its end of second sem di...n i only left one paper-->accounting...after this paper,my first year in usm can be consider end di...when i come back again i will be a senior di...haha...senior leh...never thought before time really passes so fast...especially this sem...from waiting for christmas then cny and then CS nite then sabah then so fast its final exam....really really so fast....is still not yet weel prepare to be a senior leh....haha....
sitting in library looking outside...suddenly feel the urge to blog again...haha...i guess i din post any new blog for weeks di...haha...looking outside....i feel that tis university is really really nice...big trees...buildings...u wont feel that is a nice place...but when u look from up...its really really nice...touch me a lot...with the combination of trees and roads and buildings...haha...
there is one valuable lesson i learn after 2 sem in usm...that is everyone has their own personality....no one is rights or wrong for a mistake made...learn to accept the others...u will find a brighter side.....haha...

2009-03-26T19:17:00.002+08:00

i just come across an e-mail....n the content it is really meaningful...4 me la...haha...
but i wish everyone who stop by will have a look on it n also think of it...

HUMAN BEINGS ARE SUCH SMALL CREATURES, AREN'T THEY?

SO DON'T BE TOO WORRIED ABOUT EVERYTHING,

TREASURE EVERY MOMENT, DO WHAT YOU WISH TO DO.....

BROADEN YOUR VIEW, BROADEN YOUR MIND,

DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE BOTHERING YOU,

DO TREASURE YOUR LOVE, LIVE SAFELY AND PEACEFULLY,

ALWAYS BE HAPPY TO WELCOME THE COMING OF THE NEW DAY....... ENJOY THE SUNSHINE ..

ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS.....

i really appreciate what is in this small little passage...
come n think of this...i believe it will brighten up ur day...
n i will practice this phrase in my life..."always be happy to welcome the coming of the new day"...
this is wat v need to practice in our daily life...isn't it?

pig...

2009-03-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Human = Pigs + work + enjoy
if, Human - enjoy = Pigs + work
in other words,
Human that don't know how to enjoy = pigs that work
Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
if Men - earn money = Pigs
in other words,
Men that don't earn money = Pigs
Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
if, Women - spend = Pigs
In other words,
Women that don't spend = Pigs

Summary:

Men earn money not to let women become pigs!
Women spend not to let men become pigs!

Men + Women = 2 Pigs
Wish all the pigs happy forever.

想...

2009-03-23T03:12:00.000+08:00

想了一整个晚上，终于让我想通了某些事...
其实并不需要那么地为某些事而执著，让自己那么费神...
有时候也并不需要给自己那么多压力来做好某些事，只要你觉得你已经做了你应该做得就好...
世上并没有百分百对的事情，又何必管别人怎么想...对得起自己的良心就好...
认为是对得就去做，不必要得到别人的肯定...问心无愧就好...
很开心终于让我想通了...
在想的过程，曾经想过要放弃，也曾经怀疑自己的能力和要把事情做好的决心...
可是，这些已不以足够动摇我要对他的付出和把它弄得更好的决心...
因为，我已经有心理准备要如何去面对所有的困难...
琪，相信你自己是可以的，要对自己有信心...用你的真心来做每一件事...从错误中学习...一切将会变得更美好...要加油哦!!!

my 21st birthday...

2009-03-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

this year birthday really special....haha...coz...i celebrate 3 times leh...special rite?hee...
the first one....thanks for a nek, bing bing, pei pei, black n esther...
u all really supprise me la...i never thought tat u all really will celebrate my bday to me...haha...with the two red egg somemore....haha....really thank u soooo much....
i really very gan dong o....so i decided to giv all of u my "shen qing" de kiss...hehe....
muackssssssssssssssssssssssssss.............
then the second one is with family de....v went the curve to eat hakka dishes-->pun choi...
all of us really eat till very full....even more sampat thing tat v do on tat day is v all wear very pretty n force mummy to wear dress somemore...haha....really had a long time 6 of us go out together to hav dinner in kl...haha....i really really miss u all....but so sad i oly can go back once a month....but nvm...i will always misss u all so much de....
the third one...really really a big supprise for me...haha....its on the day of my bday....from all my teammate....
i really love u all soo much....u all really make me cry tat day....i was so shock tat u all will hav such a great bday celebration for me....i don even think of tat u will celebrate my bday like tat....i really dunno wat to say liao....just thank you sooo much...haha...dunno wat else i can say liao...haha...

team spirit...

2009-03-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

today suddenly got the feel to update my blog...haha...must leave comment to me k..hee...
wat i wan to say is that i really like the team spirit tat v built in sabah...i feel the spirit n the bond of our team for the first time...n i wish tat this will be continue till forever...all the silly things v hav done in sabah....although really really silly but i think all of us really enjoy very much...
wat bu panjang!!!buuuuuuuuuu...
n also bu pendek!!!bu!
will always keep in my mind...
all my teammate....v go sabah again next year ok?hehe...

p/s: i miss the sotong bakar n ikan bakar....next year must buy more to eat...hee...

just another moody day...

2009-01-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

haiz... this few days im extremely moody....no matter how also i cant be as happy as usual...
hormonal changes? maybe...
miss home? i guess this is the main reason gua...
feel so sad tat im so far away from my family.... cant join every activity they r having....
especially now...v r moving to a new house... every week my sis will go back to help packing the stuff tat need to bring to the new house ....just tat im alone here....doing nothing....cant contribute anything....sienz....
now even boring thing is my brother is on leave now...when i call back home tat day...they all having dinner together...only me not there...u noe how sad im here in penang?i really wish tat im there....but wat to do...i still need to wait 4 another 2 days b4 i can go back....
sometimes i will wish tat the university i apply is within kl area...then i can go back more often...n i wont feel so lonely here...but...haiz...things cant change di....all tat i can do is just accept...n enjoy my life here....
now...all i wish to do is to get back my normal "crazy" life....i dont wan to stay at this moody state...crazy de jackie...come back lo....hehe...

another moody day...

2009-01-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

the big family favourite food....

2009-01-04T14:28:00.000+08:00

my family either my mom's side or my dad's side....v all like yong tau foo so much....
all of them really crazy bout it....can finish all no matter how many....

this is prepare during my dad's birthday....my mom's side relatives were there....

this is their favourite....they can finish all....

crazy leh.....v finish all leh....
geng leh.....haha....

clubbing again after so long....

2009-01-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

the last weekend of my holiday i spend with my sis go clubbing in kl....it has been around two years didn't go di....hehe...summore this is the first time i club in kl...the previous one also with my sis but the venue is in melaka....
this is b4 v going out.. with all my sis fren....

enjoying so much tat nite....after so long didn't go clubbing....haha

new year eve...

2009-01-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

this is the second blog im going to post today...hehe...

i dunno y....the morn i wake up...im having a mix feeling....nt really happy n nt to say sad too...
don ask me i also dunno y....feel like so soon one year has gone...n im trying to recall back wat i hav done this year...just then i noe this year i hav gone through a lot...
from JAN till MAY --> working in genting...
there i meet my really best buddy --KATHRYN
* p/s -- this is the photo both of us like so much...
although the time v spend together i sreally short but both of us become really best fren....v hav topics tat will never end...even v didn't see each other often but our topics is really endless...everytime v meet up...sure v going to spend the nite talking till late at nite...

then i went to MMU in cyberjaya for two weeks before i enter to USM
enjoying at there too...having the greatest orientation week there...it will be one of my unforgetable experience in my life...

after tat i went to USM in penang...i got an offer from them
studying computer science (my first choice)...haha
n here more exited things happen...

-->friendship...haha...lots to say....my gang...
my fencing gang ---> mei fong,how yi ,mary,eang bee

a really strong relationship has generated between 5 of us...
coursemate + teammate...everywhere v go... must be stick together de(unless v hav really serious thing to do)...hope tat this strong relationship will last forever....n the relationship between us wont change...
then is surene(nek) n sook bing(bing bing)

3 of us staying in the same hostel n v usually spend our nite together 4 assignment n also study 4 the exam...
*p/s nek is the name surene's parent usually call her n bing bing is the name tat me n surene always call...they smetimes will call me qiqi also...haha

then of coz my fencing teammate...
after the intensive training b4 the touche competition...v become really best fren....n they let me noe of wat is team...a really great lesson to my life... thanks a lot...haha...fencing 'wan shui"...

this new year eve im celebrating with my roommate n her frens in her senior house....v r having bbq there....lots of food...am enjoying very much there...hehe...

time really past very fast....must appreciate every moment in life....
enjoy life ya....

happy new year....

2009-01-02T18:48:00.000+08:00

new year di...should update my blog di...haha...
after so long of "resting" somethig new should be posted to my blog di...
n i wish i could post more today...

first...wish u all happy new year first...
may all the good lucks go to all my frens...

new year...emm...must hav some new year resolution ma...
although every years also hav but non of it comes true...but still need to hav de ma...haha
this year...emm...wat i wan leh? cant think of any i really deserve la....emm...maybe...haha...i noe di...wish tat i can successfully keep fit...all the fats go away from me...haha...can i? i'll try to be...haha
then...i wish mummy's eye will get better this year...
the next one --> SECRET...haha...cannot tell de....

hope tat at the end of 2009 all my resolution will come true...haha....
jackie...gambate lo...

friends forever....

2008-12-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday im so happy....becoz...i got contact with my long lost fren-->charlotte goh...its really an unbelieveble thing.....v lost our contact to each other for more than 10 years di...then v still can contct to each other again....im really happy....n i wish to tell he whole world about her....haha
how v got contact to each other again its just like story tat v heard most of the time....n now im going to start again our story....haha...n the story starts...
becoz me n my family r moving to a new house soon, i spend my yesterday on packing all the things tat im going to bring to the new house....the letters,season greeting cards,birthday cards n others things tat means a lot to my life...then suddenly i found out a piece of paper with the number of her...i struggle for a long time to decide whether i should make the call to her or not but at last i still make the call to her...all tat i can say bout my feeling tat time is just nervous...the phone rang for so long n finally someone pick up the phone...is her...haha....v hav a chit chat bout our life n also our family....the feelings is just like the time v spending everyday in our standard one ....i really miss tat time very much...i guess nobody can understand how i feel tat time....haha...then i start thinking of how she looks like now since v don't meet each other for years di...does she looks skinny?or chubby?tall?i just cant wait to meet her now....
i wish tat our friendship will continue till forever....n no matter wat happen v will still be best fren.....
charlotte,misss u so much.....

exam...haiz...tiring....

2008-11-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

until today already 4 paper has gone...still got 2 more...
-->tml---computer organisaton
-->next tues---management....
i'm so tired di....i dunno still can stay how long...
all tat i can say now is just---i really tired di....
last time my form six teacher say tat life in university will be much more easier than in form six...
but...i don think tat's true...haha...life here r much more tiring as compare to the form six life...
i never experienced tat tiredness i feel now in form six....last time still can hav really enough sleep every nite...now....haiz....a nite of eight hour sleep is reall hard to get leh....tiring...really tiring...wish tat exam will pass soon....i cant stay anymore le....but still need to stay 4 another 5 days....
gambate jac...u can do it de....

my first...hehe

2008-11-09T03:29:00.000+08:00

hey frens....i finally create my blog di....
check out on my new post often lo.....

.::all bout me::.

给某个过客的~

开心与不开心 ^^

琪 对不起

因为爱情~

你太猖狂~

^^

好喜欢的一句话~

卷发的我 ^.^

给你的话~ 19/10/10 11:16pm

~KATHRYN~

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30/06/10

First day of internship

伤心...不舍得....呜呜呜...

to all my 老婆...hehehe

给予世上的女孩

潇洒之后语

Time to Love-Tara

真的有意思...

22岁零7天

fencing 0910

intensive training 09 n touche competition

people o people...where's the passion???

this is wat we call friends....

with all my hearts...

satisfaction i feel today...so good...

im alright after all...

wat a healthy day...

now only i noe how they feel...

usm life...

pig...

想...

my 21st birthday...

team spirit...

just another moody day...

another moody day...

the big family favourite food....

clubbing again after so long....

new year eve...

happy new year....

friends forever....

exam...haiz...tiring....

my first...hehe

琪对不起